That Girl....

It had gone too far too long. Everyone knew I liked her but the only question was when would I say that to her. I never thought of any other girl except her, she was the only one in my mind. I had spoken to her few times but it was always just a talk nothing else. I knew I had very good chances to let her know about my feelings and I had blown them away. Now I had very little chance of getting her. I had lost all my hope. Even my friends said she had a boyfriend. First I didn’t believe them but when they said they had spotted her with a guy I had to...but there was a hope...they might be just making fun of me...or it just might be true. It was just another stone on my heart. I kept quiet; I didn’t speak a word after all it was my mistake. Even if she liked me how long would she wait for me....life has to move on right.
Days passed by, months passed by...I tried to forget everything about her. One day I was just relaxing at home when the bell rang. It was noon and there was no one at home. I opened the door and to my astonishment it was her!!! I couldn’t believe my eyes. I didn’t know whether I was happy or not but I was surely shocked. Somehow I gathered my attention and asked her to come in. She didn’t smile back ...I knew there was some problem. But for a girl whom I had never spoken with except a few hii, coming at my home was a bit weird. I asked her to sit down and offered her tea but she refused. There was a sudden silence in the room. She sat there looking down...no emotions on her face. I asked her what had happened...what made her come here. She looked at me...and suddenly I saw tears in her eyes. I had never seen her in the eyes and now seeing her tears was really painful. I somehow asked her again what had happened. Suddenly the silence was broken and she shouted at me...u have ruined my life. I was surprised what had I done. She said she had suffered a lot because of me. I didn’t understand a word. She was crying continuously. She kept on murmuring how could I do this to her. I was scared..I had to be. A girl with whom I had never spoken before comes and says this ...I had a valid reason to get scared. I held her arm and tried to calm her down...She looked at me and said...Why did you do this to me? How long should I wait for you? And she kept looking at me. Hearing those words felt like a cold knife going through my heart. I was speechless. Her tears falling on my hand....I couldn’t think of anything except holding on that arm of hers. I said I was sorry. And she got angry again saying....everyday I saw you I thought you would come and talk to me but u never came. I knew you liked me, even I did...but u never said a thing. For the last three years only thing I am doing is to wait. I have seen u starring at me ...I know how you use to wait near the road when I use to come from my classes. But suddenly you stopped...why? I wasn’t able to say a thing. But she demanded an answer. I said I thought you had a boyfriend...my friends had seen you with a guy. She slapped me and said all these years I was the only one in her mind...she couldn’t think of anyone else. Much to my shock I wondered all these years she has been living with the same feeling in her heart as I did...but she didn’t lose hope..and I...how foolish I had been. I was ashamed of myself. Only thing I could do was hold both her arms and say I will be always there for her. She cried and cried ....and at last the words that had never come from my mouth appeared...I said I liked her a lot. I just felt like closing my eyes and holding her arms forever. When I opened my eyes I saw my small nephew smiling at me. I smiled at him...but couldn’t understand anything. I saw the watch and it was 9 am and I was in the bed. I was confused...where was that girl with whom I was talking?? My mom came and hit me on my head saying what were you murmuring in the sleep. Suddenly the reality came into picture...I was dreaming!!! But I wanted to meet that girl again...maybe she was my girlfriend in my last birth : P Only god knows...but that girl had slapped me :X I wanted that dream to continue someday....But she was very beautiful. Meanwhile my nephew kept on smiling at me. Something’s never change but for everything else DREAM!!!!!! Ha ha.