Why this name?

I could have named it differently but i like the feel of it...u might ask what feel?? Its just tat am a cancerian and i know wot kinda effect this cancerian thing has got on me.We r like wot we r...the most misunderstood persons in the world.We r very hard from above but no one actually gets to see the soft core, or may be we are just not able to show it.
I say am a typical cancerian because am sad even then am happy about it.Most of the guys wont understand it but when a cancerian reads this am sure he wud know.Theirs no one besides us still we know we r not alone because theirs always the thoughts.We can sit alone for hours and hours just day dreaming and the person next to us might die of boredom.We know we cant live without a person but we never show the guts to say tat to him, we wud rather die holding tat big weight on r hearts.Some people say i dont talk much...but the point is i never had anything to say.When u need to say it comes from within,u need not to be forced.I just like 2 keep quite and listen rather than talking bullshit.Hmm so enuff of this name game.I guess am just to much into this cancerian stuff....i will try to publish some interesting posts in future.Byee.Take care.